Crush is engaged. I found out last night. Just over one year since our "relationship" ended and he's already engaged. I almost threw up when I found out.
It took me all night and all day to sink in. It hurts so bad because now I know I really meant nothing to him and that I wasted all this emotion for all these years on him. And then, of course, I think, "why didn't he want to marry me? What does this girl have that I don't?" And then the spiral of self doubt and loathing begins.
2 comments:
He was a moron. He didn't know what he had : )
He wasn't the one for you. There is someone out there just for you. Don't consider it a waste of 3 years. From every experience, whether good or bad, is a learning experience. Take the lemon and make lemon aide, or just add it to your tea.
You now know what you are not looking for in a mate.
Once again,
Anonymous
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