I went to bed last night feeling content. At first, I lay there, thinking about the happenings in my life, on becoming a Madrina, on Chad standing me up, on the possibility of my mom staying with me for a while.
Life is so confusing to me sometimes. Nonetheless, I can a content feeling as I lie there, contemplating the confusion. There is something satisfactory to me about all the chaos. I knew Chad would stand me up, which is why I wouldn't go out with him for so long; I know my mom needs help and feel that I can help her, and being a goddmother is (at least in my mind) a very special experience.
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