Wednesday, November 01, 2006

the walls aren't exactly falling down

I feel at war with almost everyone i know right now.
my parents: don't love me enough, therefore i must cut them out of my life. that will show them.
my boss isn't standing up for me at work and my work is suffering because of it. i vow to be extremely professional in our interactions so that she can't see how much her actions wound me. that will show her.
i kept a place reserved in my heart for a man, in case he decided to love me one day. he loves someone else now. i moved him off my myspace top 8, that will show him.
i'm building up the walls around me. not that there weren't walls to begin with, now there are just more of them, higher ones, with larger stones.
if you don't value me, if you can't make me feel valued, i will suffocate in my walls and die.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Your valued and always have been